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Archive for December, 2018

Youtube, writing, history and more

I have a lot to share and update you on for 2019, with the world and me personally. So rather than wait to make this one long post, I will be updating what is here in stages over the course of the week. So by 7 days all I want to say will make it up here, so in stages here we go.

(Part 4 just added)

Part 1
The TAT Foundation is finished with the edit of my book. All For Nothing. Falling for Life. It has been a long journey to its completion, 7 years of my writing it, 3 years of editing it. Yes that is 10 years of my life. I am just going over it one more time to be happy with all that is said in there.
Once is ready to be be purchased I will put up a link to the table of contents and some sample chapters. The book I hope will be a tool that can really be of value to where you are now, and where you may be headed. I hope it is ready for everyone to read in the spring.


Part 2

I am planning a limited number of lectures during this year, beginning with complete reveal of all I have found on Egypt and other ancient civilizations. They will be filmed and segments made available to view. When I know the dates and locations I will let you know.

Part 3
I had been thinking that I might make a move away from writing in 2019, and get into the youtube platform like everyone else is doing now. But I took a long hard look at it and decided not to. And here is why. The youtube channels, when they are about ancient wisdom, or spirituality, or conspiracy or anything else are basically just giant blobs of information. And for what they are they do serve a nice. Bite sized pieces put out for easy consumption. However like a meal at mcdonald’s that does not mean they are the best for long term.
The makers of these sites are partially in the facebook game, it is all about views. In this case their popularity translates into making a profit. And hey as a guy who has made next to nothing for 20 years of research I can fully relate to the want to create a following and make money from what you want to study. The problem is in the product. By just putting out a video every day or two, takes time, but not enough time to generally really do enough research on a topic. They are rushed out pieces of info and often researched just enough to make a point, but not enough to be able to go deeper or validate what they present.
There is a second problem with the youtube route. That is the platform requires the internet to be seen. If the internet is down or eliminated, then the videos are not longer viewable. Should you download some, that requires at least electricity for your computer to watch them. As such they are a here today, perhaps not a here tomorrow platform.
Thirdly and you may notice this for sure, there is no soul in it. A video presentation, even most documentaries, rarely have the soul of the creator shine through. That can basically only come with the author’s words put directly the page as in the illuminated manuscripts of the Middle Ages (or with any piece of art that gets the soul of the artist transferred into it). Printed books are a next step down. I have noticed that anything that was printed that was first written by hand on paper has more soul in it, than does a book that was typed directly onto a computer screen. A typewriter is like an interface between the two. Hence my renewed reminder to write everything on paper first, before transferring the words to a screen if needed, to keep as much of the soul in the wring as possible.

My goal and wish has always been to present not just information, but something which has mysoul put into it, that somehow my reader can share with me the entire research process and what has been discovered. I am not interested in quantity, but hopefully long standing quality and value.

It is also for that reason that I am not just going to continue to put up blog posts. I feel those tend to be no more than rushed out blurbs of information. Unmade bread. So instead I will be only post things that could be claimed to be complete articles. Complete pieces that have soul to them. So I will take down things that I feel do not do that, so that all that can be left is things that have soul and are helpful.

As this post continues I will  discuss what I am researching currently, and my plans this year with it.


Part 4

There is potential a lot happening in the world right now. Normally I have said that to people with a sense of sadness, more chaos coming. But this is the first new year where there could be some big change (that while chaoitic for a short while) might finally be good for humans long term. It is sort of under the scenes for normal people, but certain alternative news groups are running with it. Without going into detail yet, as for now it is just a rumor- but it would be an announcement from the USA around Jan 3-21. Somewhere in that time frame, and it if happens it would not only shock the average person in the street, but would without doubt vilify the research and work people such as myself have been doing in the last 20 years. Sorry I don’t want to say more than that, but if something comes along as a confirmation I will update.

(continued info on writing, patreon, history, world changes in the upcoming days in this post)




People are supposed to ring in the holidays with the sounds of good cheer. Yet for many worldwide they are ringing in the new year with something else, something they ring every day with…

Tinnitus. The inner sound of a buzzing, whirring or ring that for many never stops. So I want to share some I have learned with this issue, and a few of the ways I have to help manage the issue (I have yet to stop it, only lessen the effect). Mine seems related to periods of sinus buildup that enflames the eustachian tube (that runs between the ear and the throat), and from simply the brain in hyper-stimulation mode from modern high doses of electromagnetic energy.

I have had Tinnitus for the last 2 years. One day it just showed up. It goes on and off. Sometimes it is one ear, sometimes the other, sometimes both. When it is there it is frustrating to say the least. Silence is next to impossible, you crave for some form of noise, just to drown it out. Any sort of repetitive sound.

There can be many causes of this. 30 years ago it was basically rarely seen by doctors. And when it was, it was usually due to a loud noise that had caused damage to the ear. But even in the past there were references to tinnitus when no loud noise was the cause. Cold or sinus infection was said to be the next culprit, but as I say there are many. The Elbers Papyrus in Ancient Egypt mentions the problem as calling it bewitching in the ear, and called for herbs to placed within to pull out the illness. Greeks and Romans too had their cures for this baffling problem.

I have learned much about it.

Today it has exploded into epidemic range. The influx of wifi, cell phones, and other electromagnetic influence, blue light from hours a day staring at screens I believe is the main cause of the brain getting overloaded and stressed. For many have claimed the ringing is a natural body mechanism to relate a danger it notices in the environment, or how one is doing. The fact is is always ringing means the system is indicating constant danger 24 hours a day. And that to me the attack the brain is responding to constantly is from electromagnetic frequencies.

Interestingly, Jinsheng Zhang, a professor of otolaryngology claimed that as signals from the outside world got decreased (due to hearing loss), the brain’s auditory system becomes more active to make up for the loss. I quote him from an Atlantic article from 2016,

Now, you can hear my voice, because my voice is a sound that’s converted to a signal,” Zhang says. “My sound signal is converted by your hair cells into neural signals and they travel to the brain. This stimulates lots of nerve cells in the brain. They become excited and they start to fire. The increased neural activity is coded, it has meaning. But if the ear is damaged, there is no sound but the brain has enhanced activity. This enhanced activity has no coded meaning.” The meaningless activity can be perceived as a sound, and then you’ve got tinnitus.

What he is suggesting, without probably even realizing it, is the effect of electromagnetic energy. He claims sounds, such as his voice, can register through hair follicles or other senses not just the ear. The brain picks up far more than just what we hear or see. So how much of the wifi, cell phone, radio, and other signals are our brains picking up and being overloaded with, without us even realizing it? I see this problem for people getting even worse as we move to such things as 5G internet and whatever else comes after that.

I have learned how to manage it, not be done with it completely. But this has helped me, perhaps it will help you as well.

The best is Chinese acupressure points. Triple warmer meridian particularly, which runs up the 4th finger and around each ear. This is the meridian that gets over stressed and needs to be calmed down. The best I have found are TW 17 just in front of the ear lobe, TW 21 near the mid front of the ear, and oddly TW3 at the mid of the 4th and 5th finger knuckles, and TW5 just above the wrist. I may press the points for 30 min, and the reduction may come for an hour later. So if you try it and get no result, just wait. Another point that some may get relief from is a kidney point KD3 at the inner base of the ankle. That is because in Chinese medicine, tinnitus is often claimed to come from a kidney qi deficiency.

Magnesium, zinc and b vitamins can help as we tend to be deficient in at least one. Some have suggested ginkgo biloba, but it is something I have not tried. Sound therapy, which is a similar sound buzzed back to your ear to get the brain to stop making the sound has at times helped along the way.

If it is and Eustachian tube blockage, the best help has been some massage of that tube, just a downward pressing from the back of the ear down along the back on the neck. Done 20 times or so this does help. So too does either ingesting some steam in a shower, or in boiling water placed in a pot (Eucalyptus oil can help as well).



Artists of the Gods

I found this video last week. It is the best I have seen to explain the ancient Egyptian system of art and relief. I believe it is put together by the Laboratory of Alternate History from Russia…but I am not 100% sure.
The basic premise is that Egyptian art is a very specialized set of technical drawings, the same as used by Engineers for building designs. They are the kind even used by IKEA to explain how to put together a book shelf, done with the least amount of words and only the use of pictures. These two things are put together in Egypt in total perfection. Once you understand what they are showing, the wall reliefs become even more amazing to see it. I knew they were at a high level, but never to this state.
The first 5-10 minutes are a bit dull as they talk about Russian spacecraft and how they set up the plans for them. Just keep watching for the next 20 minutes is an amazing presentation.

Two Excellent Books

I want to share two terrific books I have been reading this month.

One is LIES MY TEACHER TOLD ME, by James Loewen. This is the updated version of his book from 1995. It has explained a lot for me. His book focuses on US high school college textbooks and how many lies, inconsistencies and just how poor they present history. That mainly they are nothing but a cheering squad for how great and good America is, rather than produce any debate, varied ideas or concepts on history. because if this book I am starting to look at how history is taught to students in other countries and are seeing that history is really just the ruling society groups was of showing how “their system” is the best, and history is just the story of they got “better and better” over time. Amazing book.

The second is BOY CRISIS, by William Farrell. This book is just newly out 2018, but he has been writing and lecturing on this subject for a long time. It is a subject I have been mentioning my writings as well…basically for years we have dealt with the destruction of the feminine…and only in the last 50 years has this been recognized…but now within the last 50 years we are seeing the destruction of the masculine- and that is leading to a terrible mess that is the modern man today. As the need for warriors has left us (hunting, protection, danger) nothing has come to replace a male value to society- beyond opening pickle jars and providing sperm in a cup. Once all women figure out how easy it is to use the bottom side of a can opener to open the jar, men will be totally useless to modern society. And boys are seeing that, and this lack of value, hope, and lack of any proper male role model is leading to what is not really a boy crisis, but a male crisis in the world. Again I highly recommend this book to everyone who has a son, or are a teacher of youth.